Never been so far away and need him so close. We spoke twice today as he flew away from me. I hate the initial few days after we have been together it feels so raw, I feel so invisable. Kids have been so affectionate tonight, it's like they know I feel so alone yet I'm sure i cover it so well.
Missing the sex as well, havent touched self today, havent been alone long enough. Hoping when he lands and gets to hotel he will get online. Hope he will make me cum for him, I want to cum for him.